Tuesday, March 10, 2009

一亿陆和他的精子

好长时间都没读过一个完整的小说了特别是新鲜的小说。因为好长时间没买收获之类了。

这期收获我买回来就先看后面的长篇,就是这个。

总的来说,我觉得很不错。

最大的特点在于,它揭露了似乎是能想到的所有的社会问题。我能想到的啊:性工作者、农村问题、贪污受贿沆瀣一气、农民企业家、医疗体制、教育体制、吸毒赌博、三峡移民、流行电影歌手、城市生活亚健康、污染、贫富差距、法律不健全、国学流行、封建观念、知识分子的尴尬、官员会上马列会下烧香拜佛、钉子户、海归、国际化、网络的正面反面作用、80后的心理、男女比例弃婴什么的等等等等吧。好像就差食品安全和矿难没怎么提到(不过似乎也提到了一点点记不清了)。

这其中金钱的关系最大,不但商人和官员是钱的关系,老爸和女儿也是钱的关系。

作者还说到这篇文章不可能包含所有的社会现象,这正好体现了它几乎包含了能想到的所有问题。

各种各样中国做事的潜规则都在这部小说里被作者塑造的人物体现出来,加之作者不时用一种看似客观实则愤青的叙述者口吻添油加醋,让人觉得“存在即合理”了。大款基本没文化,领导没有不贪的,知识分子都是又傻又穷,女的都是妓女,不看重金钱的只是特例,看了这个小说感觉我们的社会实在是不能要了。这似乎没什么好的,但我觉得是恰恰是最大的成功之处。

敢想、敢写,且却还被发表了,值得庆幸。



第二,人们为了让一亿陆这个“哈儿”不哈,想尽办法。回头来一亿陆非但不是个“哈儿”,但是所有其他人都是“哈儿”,跟一亿陆一对比,里面的人只好自己把自己狠狠鄙视一番。这就是时代的错位,本末倒置,不分青红。这是我们的悲哀。

不过一亿陆以及小说里贯穿始终的真情,让我们看到了一丝希望。只是这种真情,只存在于小老婆和老公的情,以及一亿陆的被人们看成是异端的“情”。用四个字来说就是邪不压正,真正美好东西的错位让我们扼腕。不过文章一直埋下的伏笔---那个中国未来的伟人,由于从真情中来,所以是一个希望,不过也是最大的讽刺。



还有一点就是,叙事法好,角度多,让人应接不暇,很快就读完了。文章像一只手伸向每一个人,伸向社会的各个角落。



总要客观一些,缺点主要有两个

这种小说与现实太贴近,而且设计的内容估计肯定有人说他低俗。这就让文学性打了折扣。“名著”之所以名著,我感觉就是里面沉淀下来的那种文学的东西、超越时代的东西。名著少有那种与现实太接近的。不过或许这也算是个优点吧?

张贤亮应该是很久没写长篇小说了,但是里面没有摆脱一些“俗套”。这些俗套连我这个偶尔读读现代文学的人都一眼看出。什么神仙道骨的老头啦、电视里的生活离现实太远只有麻将是现实啦,这些东西明显带有了很多小说的影子。就像听单田芳的评书多听几部就会发现里面有很多相同的情节或者细节,我总觉得这不大好。



以上都是我胡说八道。

其实我最大的感触还是,大学校园里和社会TMD差别太大了。

Saturday, September 6, 2008

我发现相机的确是个烧钱的东西,镜头贵点也就贵点了,连遮光罩、快门线、云台这类东西也如此之贵啊,你能想象快门里除了一个延时开关意外还有什么东西吗?当年的Cannon Autoboy还自带一个遥控器,还是红外线的。

凭什么不用快门线B门只能一直按着才能开启?凭什么自带闪光灯只能在按下快门的同时闪光?

不过话说回来,这样也挺好的,似乎比较高级的品牌都是这样,虽然价格歧视做的有点过,但是如果ipod可以录音、随意拷歌、听收音机,难免要沦落成二流播放器。这样一来似乎更专注一些了,相反山寨货似乎都有数不清的功能,所谓大智若愚。谁知道呢?

Monday, April 7, 2008

临终关怀

《每天拥抱死亡》这本书翻来翻去就读完了,读到最后一页,再往后翻,已经没有了。读下来是一件很自然的事情,作者写作这本书一定也是一件很自然的事情。很喜欢这本书,里面用一种很顺利成章的方式回答或者暗示了许多曾经想过或者没有想过的问题。好!

上周我终于下定决心到松堂医院做了临终关怀。原因是初中时候曾经读过毕淑敏的《预约死亡》,那本作品引起了我对于死亡的第一次比较理性的思考。年幼的我还试图写了一篇很长的作文,表达我关于死亡、人生等终极问题的看法。那篇文章写的什么我已经不大记得了,似乎写到了艺术家的死,写到了死亡与至美的共性。

从那时起,我就希望能够有一天可以到临终关怀医院里体验一下,到了大学有了这样的机会,由于学习很忙,直到上周我才下定决心。

如果说初中的时候我感觉死亡这一话题是很哲学的,那么通过临终关怀,我感觉死亡是很现实的。就像松堂医院院长的书名一样。这些老人们在年轻的时候曾经为国家做出重要的贡献,而现在他们老了,需要社会的关心。老者,其言也善,我们能从他们那里收获需许多东西。

大学生都应该参与一下临终关怀。

形式本质“论”

前段时间突然想写毛笔字,就买了根毛笔买了瓶墨水,还到图书馆借了一本书法方面的书,在宿舍里写。

我是不会写毛笔字的,写得很难看。但是当我拿起毛笔来,就觉得似乎是一种很"文化"的感觉。东书法的人听了我的说辞不禁要嘲笑我了,但是我觉得,拿起毛笔,这个对于书法来说属于表面范畴的东西,其中还有一些什么本质的东西。

好像很早以前写过一篇blog,说的是中国古典的写意式的艺术中,有很多"艺术"是来源于创作工具本身的。就像即使我们听不太会吹箫的人吹箫,也不免有一种艺术感。因为事实上,一个喜爱这样东西的人,不论他是否"在行",都在或多或少地在表达自己的内心,这无疑与艺术的本质相一致。

科学,是我们用自己的思维来思索上帝的意志。

艺术,是我们用自己的思维来描绘自己的意志。

这是形式的本质。

Thursday, February 28, 2008

An Exciting Disappointment

Months ago, I found a beautiful piece of guitar music video in Youtube called the most evolved. The tone was so fascinating that I made up my mind to practice it with my guitar at first sight. But the only place I could find the sheet music was the player's website, and it asked for $2.99. Not so much indeed, but I have no card which can be used in a foreign website. The only thing I can get is a sample just-one-page sheet music as a comfort. I printed it and practice it for days until managed to play.

Since there are tremendous chords which are hard to guess in the left parts, I set this thing aside.

The day before yesterday, the music happened to be loaded in the shuffle songs in my ipod, and the desire to find the tab came into my mind again. There was no free tab in the internet, but there should be some which manage to recognize music in the wave media, just like voice recognize or OCR technology. That is to say, perhaps certain soft can convert the wave files into tabs. But unfortunately, I was unable to find them. There were even answers in website like answer.com or baidu.com tells that there is no such software. Why not try to develop such a tool sometime? Imagine a program not only can convert solo music into tabs, but can also convert symphonies----it is really an exciting idea. Perhaps it can be my next SRT project.

But today, I happened to see there are many tools which can convert midi to sheet to music, and also many tools which can convert wave media to midi… Though the effects of the tools are not good---none of them can give me a tolerable result for my practice, but the exciting idea suddenly become silly.

It is hard to come up with a new idea in the current world indeed.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Review of Several Books

Recently, I get interested in books about people, especially scientist.

From X-rays to Quarks, by Emilio Segrè(Noble Laureate for his discovery of the antiproton), 1977

"in other branched of physics there are also most interesting problems of more practical importance than those offered by elementary particles, but we can confidently believe that their solution is implicitly contained in Schrödinger's equation. Of course, it is contained in the same sense than marble blocks contain all statues, and the problem is only to take away the excess material."

This book is written in 1970s, but the story he tells about the great physicists and his ideas about the future trend of physics is never out of fashion.

In pure physics, it predicts that the coming years will be an age of particle physics, which is just in progress these years.

In all the science field, "with a pun of dubious taste, I could say that it is no longer sufficient to be a Rutherford, but one must be Ruther-Ford, meaning that the physicists must have at least some qualities of an industrialist and of a businessman." Well, in the education of us, too many models of scientists who are very hard-working and only concentrate on science is described, but the future trend of such characteristics mentioned above is need among all the scientists in the world.

"Another tendency pervades all sciences, including physics: specialization." It is said simplicity is the beauty of mathematics and all the sciences, but in more and more places such as the PDE lesson and SRT project, I found that many things that people describe today have a tremendous complexity. "This increasing complication may even determine the limits of physics." This trends, in philosophy, may mean that the physic may not be limit by nature but by our own; in art, this trend has already lead to the contemporary nonobjectivism; in the reality, we must try to adapt.

At the end of the book, the author tells us that science is just like an organic creature—none of the parts can be removed.


 

The Discovery of Anti-matter, Carl Anderson (Nobel Laureate for his discovery of proton), 1999

"Man scratching. Digging thinking and imagining, man has laboriously and slowly uncovered many of nature's mysterious and secrets, most of them beautiful, and all of them well hidden."

This book is the autobiography of Carl David Anderson, the youngest man to win the Noble Prize, and this book is written in his last years. The language used in it is very unadorned,but full of charm.

From this, I discovered not only one of the great scientists in our world, but also a people who has a great love and enthusiasm about life.

Anyone who like science or to listen to storied told by grandpa should read this book.

To give a brief conclusion about the two books, Emilio Segrè and Carl Anderson all believes that physicists or scientist have a rich human component, just like Shakespeare, and science is full of beauty.


 

Marie Curie : a biography, Marilyn Bailey Ogilvie, 2007

This series of books (I also lend the biography of hawking, but haven't read yet) is said to be appropriate for high school students, but the languages used is obviously more difficult and I used much time to get through it. I think greater people always use simply language, but this book is OK. It covers not only a personal and scientific life of Marie Curie, but also a history of the world at that time.

Mary McLeod Bethune: a great American educator, by Patricia C. McKissack, 1985

This book describes a great black woman in American history. To my point of view however: nothing serious.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

经济学

刚刚读了蔡继明老师的《转型期的中国理论经济学》(这篇文章在中国期刊网上被设置成保密级,无法下载,真是没有道理),感觉这里的问题的确很大。这些年来的改革在理论界的冲突是明显的,这是我一直以来的观点。

从经济理论来看,这种冲突更加尖锐。马克思主义经济学和西方经济学是对立的,很难加以统一。

我的观点是,如果有人试图想把某些对立的观点统一起来,那就让他们做去吧。

对人(至少是学生)真正有价值的东西是涉猎各种不同的观点。或者建立个理论,取极限以后是这两种理论。如果普朗克当年转行做了经济学家,说不定我们今天的经济学家们就不用头疼了。

我们的传统

常有这种说法,说中国的传统音乐没有和声,或中国的传统绘画没有焦点透视,说中国的哲学缺乏体系…

无可否认我国的很多传统的东西是无法用西方的主流理论进行诠释的,所以我们对上述一些问题做出的回应是,有些少数民族的合唱是有和声的;有些国画作品是有焦点透视的;中国的哲学自成体系…还经常标榜足球起源于中国、羽毛球起源于中国、微积分起源于中国这样的一些东西,以求世界可以用自己的评价标准对中国予以承认。不能不说这些说法本身都是很有道理的。但是总让人觉得那么不自然。

我们古代确实有很多成就,但是不该止步于此也应该看到许多不足。对于一个批评本身,更应当考虑的是可以从这个批评中学到什么。

我们所擅长的东西是研究古代的东西,不擅长的是发展古代的东西(从上面那些说法中一样透露的是这种意思)。应当做的是倍加尊敬老祖宗,但是不要迷信他们。

Thursday, October 4, 2007

外行看热闹

刚刚看了一会电视,中国选手程菲(不知道是不是这么写)第三次在国际鞍马锦标赛上获得冠军.真为她也为我们的国家感到高兴。
但是在她们跳的时候,我倒是没看出来跳的怎么样,在我看来就是“咵”一下子就翻了过去,程菲落地还很不稳,但是解说的顾问对程菲的动作多么多么棒,让人摸不着头脑。
运动本来是要给人一种美的享受,这样在大家眼里有一个对于运动的“美”的统一标准。我就不太同意萨马兰奇的那种只让专业运动员参加奥运会的做法,到现在什么都与本真背离的越来越远了,动作被编上了号、0.1分都有它的实际意义。我们国家的专业体育运动水平世界一流,但是群众性的体育水平不怎么一样,小地方的人没有条件搞,大地方的人没有情趣搞。
另外一个感想是,撇开别的不说,人家二十岁已经是三次世界冠军了,我现在还坐在这里算数….
好好学习!